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everyday exhausting from the moment that i awake
contempt, doubt, feeling inadequate keeps digging into my brain

all is lost
i'm falling apart
i'm calling it off
sleep with the ghosts
won't restart
pulling the plug
i've had enough
don't try to stop

i've played but a fool
abandonment at the core of my internal fears
ever seeking approval, i played with her heart
failing to dismiss the pain of my past

can i keep from waking; not sure that i can fare
letting down friends and family is way more than i can bare

null and void
since has expired
shelf life is not strong
spoils in the cold - i want to die
defy advice from my mind
poised to retry
barely get by

voices of the fallen ones whisper harmful nothings
into my inner ear
i get by taking drugs; i have nowhere to escape from my own mind
the past haunts me
be afraid, time is nigh
reckoning beckoninig me to evacuate
try again
although the screams continue to wage war on myself
and beat my sense of self into nothing more than nothing


from TwentyTwentyTwenty, released October 23, 2020


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Torrential Downpour Haworth, New Jersey

Torrential Downpour is a mixture of technical and progressive metal coupled with post rock tendencies; highlighted by vocal manipulation, electronic noise, and subtle ambience. Some people call it Space Metal.

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